Oh ternyata gini rasanya bener bener udah move on?? 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

You make a space with all those who know your secret
You just feeling judge
You are afraid
Thats why you arent feel comfort

But unfortunately, you are wrong. At all.

Wajah sendu
Senyum hampa
Tatapan tulus

Aku jatuh cinta pada kesederhanaannya.

Its still hard though i know this is not the first time you ask me to leave

But, this time i will try to leave. I mean for real.

Let the wound be stacked up by a new memory, where there is no you on it.

Will i be happy?

Can i be that strong?

Of course i will

Of course i can

But it all takes time.

I wont leave you in a sad, broke, sick, and poor condition
I will make sure everythings went well on you,
So i'll go.

Its okay for me if im not a part of your future,
But let me be a part of your process.

How funny to see my self after being hurt by someone, then at the end of the day, at the same day, he said he need me, and im still helping him, and i just cant ignore him and do what he want.

This is life, Dian!
Not your fault, not even his.
This is life.

Let me comfort my self with my own way and you have no idea of it.

Jangan terlalu manja. Nanti gemas.

AND I SHOULD BE THIS HAPPY KNOWING YOU PUSHED THAT LOVE BUTTON ON MY NEW PHOTO ON INSTAGRAM :((((((( NO WAAAAY

Its funny how i feel ashamed of my self to admit that
I miss you :"D
Pretend that im okay since im trully not is such a fool
I never plan to fall for you again but,
no no no for this one i wont admit.
Im affraid.
Dont you know that i punch my own head after go out from your room after i kiss you?
And call my own self "stupid stupid stupid"
Sssshhh!

Good morning Jesus
Thankyou for adding another year of mine
Couldnt be more grateful for every details that happen in my life.
Anything. Good or even bad I thank God it happen.

My simple wishes on my birthday;
Sunny day, no rain and no earthquake.

Please :")

OMG DAT SMILE BRIGHTNING UP MY WED MORNING 😍

Falling in love with Jesus deeper and deeper each day ^^

I love You, Jesus!

And suddenly i feel like im about to stop. Im adoring not loving.

Aku bahkan ga paham dengan yang aku rasakan saat ini
Dengan yang lalu ku memang sudah tawar, tapi tetap segitu terikatnya hingga tak bisa menjauh.
Dengan yang kini, bukan cinta, atau mungkin memang belum.
Tapi namanya sudah mulai kusebut dalam doaku.
Awalnya aneh, nama yang terasa asing hadir di dalam ucapan doaku.
Tetapi, mulut ini ingin sekali mendoakan namanya.
Kisah hidupnya mengagumkan dan menguatkanku.
Membuatku ingin mengetahui lebih lagi tentangnya.
Tapi entah aku belum bisa melihat kedepan dengannya.
Berbeda dengan yang lalu, aku masih bisa melihatnya namun sayangnya Tuhan tak mengijinkannya.
Ku ngga bicara soal materi.
Mungkin bisa, tp ku belum terlalu mengenalnya.