Somehow i wanna get so drunk and i never remember about you again.

A month already.
Same love
Same pain.
Have tried to erase.
But still, i cant.

Hai mami.
Kata kasar dari mulutmu sudah biasa
Dari yang sakit hati sampai yang lelah dan yaudah.

Melalui sebuah kisah indah yang telah terhenti
Bukan salahku bukan salahnya
Hanya saja keadaan tak selalu berpihak
Merindu dalam dusta yang kini terkisah dalam hampa
Terikat akan kebahagian yang seharusnya tidak ada.
Seakan ku berserah kepada takdir
Namun kenyataannya, tidak.

CAN I FOLLOW MY EGO AND STOP TO CARE ABOUT OTHER. IM TIRED OF PRETENDING IM OKAY AND DO CARE ABOUT OTHERS. IM NOT OKAY I NEED SUPPORT I CANT DO THIS ALONE. ONCE AGAIN IM SURELY NOT OKAY. EVEN ITS TOO HURT TO CRY. HURT INSIDE SO HURT T.T

Capek otak produksi ga kelar2 -_-
Ngantuk tp ga bisa tidur
Mami bday masi 2 jam lagi
Tapi besok bgn pagi dan ada latihan drama
Sigh~

And the wound is still there by the pain you taking care.

Didalam kenangan termanis diseumur hidupku, ada kamu.
Didalam rencana masa depan terindahku, ada kamu.

Terima kasih, Sammy Maramis.
08.10.2015 - 13.05.2017

Hari yang berat
Dari matahari terbit hingga tenggelam
Hari yang berat

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come to REALIZE
You're a loss I can't replace.

Lemes amat darah keluar sebanyak ini seharian

Dear SM,

All things will be fixed
All things will be healed
All things will be fine
Step by step
I'll be here for you, always.

Love,
your sweetpie ^^

Syt period. Its stop bleeding already but the pain still torturing my stomach

Have you ever mention my name in your socmed?
Have you ever praise me infront of other?
Am i worth it?

Pacar itu harusnya bikin cewenya confident bukan malah jadi minder depan orang lain.

Then after this you still telling me im jealous with no reason???

Thankyou so much for keeping me this way