Im at the point where im wondering what my life would be in future. What kind of job i really want. Who i am.

It sucks to live a life i dont really want. I dont want this job but i wont fight. Im just stuck here no move with no reason. 

I know it must be happy being payed by something you like.

I need to move move move

I wont be here

I know i can

But why im still here