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hmm.. i wanna share something..

but firstly, i wanna ask you something..

have you ever crazily fall in love with someone, i mean as a fans. 

and your idol has completely changed you.. have you ever feel that ?

thats what i feel now.. i become a fan but as same as i fallin in love with someone

i'm thinking about him every nite

i checked his timeline on twitter in every minute

i miss him when theres no update from him

i'm searching his news everyday

i saw his picture on my phone

even his picture is everywhere.. 

my desk, my wall, my wallet, my wallpaper, my display picture, my laptop

and my phone is full of his picture and video

he can easily change my mood

i really want to protect him but i cant

he live in someplace far away from me

thats make me a lil bit sad

because its really good if we live at the same country

well what can i do then ?

just pray for him and ask God to protect him always.

hahaha. freak huh ?

this is too much i guess. but i dont know.

it happen.

*CHOI SIWON

hello^^ im back !

honestly i dont know what to say

i have nothing to say

well, for some reasons i pretend to be more quite than usual

world isnt interesting anymore.. for me..

but no, i dont have any serious problem.. i just feel bored..

dont worry..

i will find something new, but i still dont know what..

i just.. believe.. waiting.. and dreaming..

something new will come and change my world then :)

STORM

Stop talking
I hate myself for knowing everything
Before you even opened your mouth

I wanted to lie and run away but
Your two eyes are telling me goodbye

I finally set my heart to leave
And it came to me like a harsh storm
It might be a fate that will wash away like the rain
Because it was more painful than a fate shattered like glass
At the end of this walk, I let you know but you wouldn’t know

Stop crying
I hate myself for knowing everything
Before I get wet with your tears

I tried to lie and avoid it but
Your two eyes are telling me goodbye

I finally set my heart to leave
And it came to me like a harsh storm
It might be a fate that will wash away like the rain

Don’t try too hard to get far away
My body has already broken into pieces just like you wanted
I can’t go a step closer to you

I was sick with a love fever
The meaning of these tears trickling to my dried lips- you’ll never know

-super junior

Many surprised around me

I can't believe that everything is goin back to fine really fast

And im happy with my new life now

Its all because of You

Thanks Daddy :')

Your grace is more than enough for m