Well 

I know you have a lot a lot and a lot of things to handle.

Your brain isnt about to break to a two side but even many

But please appreciate my voice 

Im here 

Im screaming for you, near you, right in front of you

And you couldn't hear

Did you say that we're a team?

*sigh*

Im at the point where im wondering what my life would be in future. What kind of job i really want. Who i am.

It sucks to live a life i dont really want. I dont want this job but i wont fight. Im just stuck here no move with no reason. 

I know it must be happy being payed by something you like.

I need to move move move

I wont be here

I know i can

But why im still here

i've found that growing up means being honest. about what really really i want. what i need. what i feel. who i am.

Remind me that every second is a chance. 

Remind me also that there's a hope.

Dear sky.

Its okay to be so dark.

Cry as much as you want. 

But please be calm. 

Hold your anger. 

Im scared.

Seriously scared.

Ketakutan teraneh bagiku adalah

Disaat aku menutup mata untuk tertidur, aku takut aku akan mati.

Pelayanan ngga boleh ngeluh tapi aku lelah badan dan pikiran.

Sampai tidak bisa membedakan sakit dikepala ini benar2 sakit atau hanya sekedar penat saja.

Aku ingin tidur.

I feel like pity to my self cause i dont have enough confidence to show my real feeling, my happiness, my words for you. Huh im not too confident. Im just... shy.

Good luck dearest!

You'll never lose my support cem

I wont stop to pray for you

All the best is yet to come

All the best is yet to come

❤️🙏

Okay. Let's pretend everything's okay.

If only besok ga kerjaaa

Grateful grateful whatever happen be grateful 

Waktu itu kamu bilang kalo keseringan ketemu kamu bisa bosen

Tp liat dalam seminggu ini kamu nemuin bbrp org yg sama and you seems really enjoy.

Is it only me or?

I guess I haven't understand you that well.

Perbaiki segala sesuatu yang salah. Ampuni aku ya Tuhan Yesus :(

I may act like i dont care
but i do noticed much.

:")

"Life is about perspective. The way you choose to see your life is the way your life is going to become"

- Vanessa Hudgens

Knowing the truth but have no idea to make it right.

Mom, kenapa sejahat itu sama papi?

Havng bf doesnt mean you never feel lonely.