There will be a part that always be empty.

What am i doing? :"(

Your act kind means a lot.
Unfortunatelly, i cant get it from you.
You never know what ive been though along the day.
Its okay ill pass it ^^

I've finished it.
Thanks for a beautiful short story!
The wound is still there but
Im happy that im not curious anymore about you and your life.
Youre still an effortless beautiful creation.
Who thought me a lot :")
For being humble, being what youre supposed to be, and most important, for being whats God wants.
Keep being you!
Youre special and different.
Youre loved, Fedrie!

Lets face a new story.
Yes, our own story ^^

Ya Tuhan jika berkenan, perbaiki segala sesuatu yang salah dan ijinkan semuanya kembali seperti semula.

Having dinner with him.
Seeing he lead the pray without im asking.
Hearing his kind of sad story, then encourage him.
Then someone call him to go back.
Then we split.
Then he chat me asking where i am.
Then we meet again.
Then he sick.
Then he go home first.
He used to sleep early but he wait for me
And checking me home.

I miss him.

Yah kok malah hopeless.
Yaudah iya terserah Tuhan aja :")

Anw, kangen weh!

:"D

Some words are better left unsaid.
Demi kebaikan bareng bareng aja ya kakak.
You dont need to know about me and him in detail.

Ini mah fix gue jatuh cinta x.x

And he text me saying im sorry when he cant acompany me while he's in the middle of his served.

And im okay im not mad
Im happy cause i start to to enter his list of priority.
:D

Nah, i fall for you now.
After a few time i fixed my heart,
Finally,
Yes, i fall for you.

How i mention your name alot in my pray
How i adore a heart of yours
How i wanna be a tough as you, as pure as you, as kind as you.
Why people being so blind because they cant see what you have inside your heart?
You are one of a kind, Daniel Fedrie.

Cause this is how he protect me ♡

This man is so special. God, wish i fall for the right one. He is one of a kind! Seriously.

I miss you, 4 years crush :")

Hi 4 years crush! ^^
(It start around early 2014 if im not wrong hihi)

I dont love you yet, but yes im about to start to addicted to your bass voice, your perfume, your kaku jokes, your preach, your nervous and kikuk face, your humbleness, your kind heart, your deep talk..

you! :P

Ah, your another cute side is,
You sometimes say "aku" but you often say your own name.
Cause theres no more before you, who prefer say his own name rather than "aku" to me.

Im happy when i was with you.

But happiest is when im not feel any crush or love or else when im with you or even talk to you :D

Thought i cant move from you yet im happy that i did.

Doesnt mean i hate you or something like that.
I just like, congrats my self cause before i feel like im at the lowest point of my life. Nowhere to go. But now, im up! Im free ^^

Thankyou!
I mean it. Thankyou!
Whatever happen, youre still take a lot of  the best part in my life. I enjoy every part when im with you. The laugh the tears. Everything!

Thankyou Sammy Maramis!
:)

Oh ternyata gini rasanya bener bener udah move on?? 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁

You make a space with all those who know your secret
You just feeling judge
You are afraid
Thats why you arent feel comfort

But unfortunately, you are wrong. At all.

Wajah sendu
Senyum hampa
Tatapan tulus

Aku jatuh cinta pada kesederhanaannya.

Its still hard though i know this is not the first time you ask me to leave

But, this time i will try to leave. I mean for real.

Let the wound be stacked up by a new memory, where there is no you on it.

Will i be happy?

Can i be that strong?

Of course i will

Of course i can

But it all takes time.

I wont leave you in a sad, broke, sick, and poor condition
I will make sure everythings went well on you,
So i'll go.

Its okay for me if im not a part of your future,
But let me be a part of your process.

How funny to see my self after being hurt by someone, then at the end of the day, at the same day, he said he need me, and im still helping him, and i just cant ignore him and do what he want.

This is life, Dian!
Not your fault, not even his.
This is life.

Let me comfort my self with my own way and you have no idea of it.

Jangan terlalu manja. Nanti gemas.

AND I SHOULD BE THIS HAPPY KNOWING YOU PUSHED THAT LOVE BUTTON ON MY NEW PHOTO ON INSTAGRAM :((((((( NO WAAAAY

Its funny how i feel ashamed of my self to admit that
I miss you :"D
Pretend that im okay since im trully not is such a fool
I never plan to fall for you again but,
no no no for this one i wont admit.
Im affraid.
Dont you know that i punch my own head after go out from your room after i kiss you?
And call my own self "stupid stupid stupid"
Sssshhh!

Good morning Jesus
Thankyou for adding another year of mine
Couldnt be more grateful for every details that happen in my life.
Anything. Good or even bad I thank God it happen.

My simple wishes on my birthday;
Sunny day, no rain and no earthquake.

Please :")

OMG DAT SMILE BRIGHTNING UP MY WED MORNING 😍

Falling in love with Jesus deeper and deeper each day ^^

I love You, Jesus!