bahagia itu sederhana

bahagia itu sederhana. disaat lagu kesukaanku diputar, senyum pun berbicara. disaatku bernyanyi sekeras mungkin didalam kesendirian. disaatku bermain dengan binatang kesayanganku. bahagia itu sederhana. disaatku berjalan ditengah keramaian, berpapasan dengan banyak orang asingbahagia itu sederhana. disaat ayahku mengantarku ke gereja. bahagia itu sederhana. disaat aku memandang foto orang kesukaanku. disaatku menjadi satu dari jutaan penggemarnya. disaatku berhadapan dengannya. disaat Ia menyanyikan lagu tepat dihadapanku. disaatku melihatnya tersenyum walau bukan aku penyebabnya.

bahagia itu sederhana :)

winter's back !!!
christmas is come !!!
and im still here :))


MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE^^

 

destiny

The world is a lonely castle
Mutually seeking
On that day the bugle horns that announce love
Saw your smile
I am here and you on the opposite shore, searching
Days and nights flow away from us
In this sea of people I stretch out my hand to you
The courage that makes me want me catch hold of destiny
Love is a rugged road and I finally can hug you
*Meeting your string of destiny, that split second where I experienced real love
The strings of destiny of two people, two roads leading to the same end point
other sights leave no memories
You are my most beautiful April day
Every fragment of memories
Made into the bookmarks of love
Meeting your string of fate, heaven means being right by your side
The strings of fate of two people; Happiness is held in the spaces between interlocked fingers
Through eyecontact there is no need for words
There is only a need to look towards the other to hear
A soundless harmony
Performing forever and never changing
Every day that I love you
The merry go round sings a minor D
Tow good are fairytales
We do not need the green birds of happiness
We just need to lean on each other
I am here and you on the opposite shore, searching
Days and nights flow away from us
In this sea of people I stretch out my hand to you
The courage that makes me want me catch hold of destiny
Love is a rugged road and I finally can hug you
*Meeting your string of destiny, that split second where I experienced real love
The strings of destiny of two people, two roads leading to the same end point
other sights leave no memories
You are my most beautiful April day
Every fragment of memories
Made into the bookmarks of love
Meeting your string of fate, heaven means being right by your side
The strings of fate of two people; Happiness is held in the spaces between interlocked fingers
Through eyecontact there is no need for words
There is only a need to look towards the other to hear
A soundless harmony
Performing forever and never changing
Every day that I love you
Every page, there is love’s bookmark (in every page there is love’s bookmark)
Every line, forever unchanging (oh~ forever unchanging)
* Meeting your string of destiny, that split second where I experienced real love
The strings of destiny of two people, two roads leading to the same end point
Through eyecontact there is no need for words
There is only a need to look towards the other to hear
A soundless harmony
Performing forever and never changing
Every day that I love you

SUPER JUNIOR "METAMORPHOSELF"

tiba tiba pengen iseng ngeshare foto perubahan perubahan SUPER JUNIOR dari awal debut tahun 2005 sampe foto terbaru dari album spy^^

this is their first album. hahahaha.... their hair style is completely made me laugh.. donghae !!! xD awalnya mereka hanya dijadikan projek 3 bulan namun kesuksesannya membuktikan bahwa mereka bisa terus berkarya bahkan sampai detik ini (*.*)

 album kedua ini mau ngikutin pasaran jepang jadi mereka dandan ala ala harajuku. pertanyaannya:  berapa lama  waktu yang dibutuhkan untuk mengerjakan tatanan rambut dalam satu kepala? hihihihi

third album !!! dari album ini lah dunia mulai mengenal super junior x) single mereka Sorry Sorry bahkan masuk top chart di amerikaa. super junior daebakkkk !!!

 this is the third album repackage :)) new single, new concept.. tema lagunya sedih, thats the reason why their expression look calm and blue :") dan ini adalah MV terakhir super junior dengan member lengkap 13 orang :"(  setelahnya Hangeng memutuskan kontraknya dengan SM Ent dan kembali berkarir di negara asalnya China :( Kangin mempercepat wajib militernya dikarenakan kasus kecelakaan yang menimpanya :((( sedangkan Kibum yang ditarik SM Ent ke dunia film dan entah kapan dia kembali ke Super Junior

BONAMANA !!! 4th album... i love heechul's style !!!! handsome and a bit playboy hahahaha.. terlihat agak sepi dengan member yang hanya ber10 :(

 Bonamana repackage album, No Other :) Konsep MV mereka agak beda dari sebelumnya. kalo sebelumnya lokasinya selalu indoor, di MV ini mereka ngambil lokasi outdoor dan diberikan alur cerita.. INTERESTING :)

 5th ALBUM !!!! Mr.Simple dikenal orang orang dengan tarian mereka yang khas dan unik. liat deh tangan mereka lagi ngapainn hihihi x)))

ACHA, 5th Album repackage yang juga MV terakhir Heechul sebelum dia wajib militer pada pertengahan tahun 2011 :(

 OPERA. Single hit mereka yang di populerin di Jepang, adalah MV yang paling sepi karena hanya ada 9 member yang terlibat. tapi ini adalah salah satu MV terfavorit gue. Kostum, lokasi, properti, dan efek kamera di MV mereka yang ini keren banget :DD

6jib SEXY FREE AND SINGLE album terbaru mereka.. One of great super junior's MV. great costume. great dance coreography, great music beat, great lyrics. Its all GREAT!!! two thumbs upppp! eehh, did you realized somethin good in this MV ?? yeaa, KANGIN'S BACK !!  setelah vakum 2 tahun, akhirnya dia balik lagi di mv ini :) whatta gud nesw ;))

6jib repackage!! SPY. musik James Bond yang diaransemen ulang, jadinya keren banget !!!! yang paling gue suka itu model rambutnya shindong, klasik tapi modern, warna rambutnya biru ijo kerenn syekaliiii~

i hate when suddenly remember about that accident. it makes my head feels like spinnin' around!!!!!

..

gini nih kejelekan gue
sering banget nyakitin orang orang
kalo lagi asik sama satu hal, biasanya akan gue tekunin terus
dan lupa sama yang lainnya
trs gue dibilang sombong dan lupa temen
yang dulu dulu udah di maafin
tapi sekarang gini lagi
sekarang kayanya udah ngga punya muka buat minta maaf
mesti gimanaaaa ????

???

sometimes.. i wonder..
what my life could be in the future ?



what is my job ? what kind of job ? where is the work place ? what will i do everyday ? will i busy with many job ? still i have a time for my friends, family, and boyfriend ? how much the fee is ? what will i do with that money ?

who's my future husband ? is he kind ? is she handsome ? where is he come from ? where he live ? what is his job ? is he smarter than me ? what is his eyes color ? what is his habit ? what is his favorite ? what kind of person he is ? 


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im sure that time will answer all of my questions :) 

^^~

hello blog !!!
long time no see yaaa
:)))
aaaah i cant find a right word to show you what i feel now..
i feel so blessed !!!
my thesis program is getting better and also my thesis defense is getting closer
maybe in less than a month
maybe more..
i dont know..
but im so excited x)
actually many small things has giving me a lot of happiness
its so unimportant,,,
for example.. hmm i found my fav song when i was a kid such as Ja rule, Jennifer Lopez, and many  cartoon movie soundtrack that love ^^
it makes me feel happy everytime i hear it.
ahh and... i just finish my work for a couple weeks, and now.. i had an interview this thursday
omg im so happy ^^
and i just wanna tell you guys that Jesus is AWESOME !!!
He has done many many good things in my life
im so blessed to have a God like JESUS 

my world

my world ? if i should explain about my world.... 

my world has many taste

30% of music

10 % of friends

5% of family

20% of loneliness 

and 35% i cant explain..

many things i know that things will make me happy

but sometimes.. im just too lazy to do it..

my happiness is in front of me

standing smile and inviting me to reach it..

but there is something just keeping me quite stuck..

random thing i dont really like

it always completely ruin my mood to make it..

until my world has no progress..

still in here until.. i dont know when..

!!??

hmm.. i wanna share something..

but firstly, i wanna ask you something..

have you ever crazily fall in love with someone, i mean as a fans. 

and your idol has completely changed you.. have you ever feel that ?

thats what i feel now.. i become a fan but as same as i fallin in love with someone

i'm thinking about him every nite

i checked his timeline on twitter in every minute

i miss him when theres no update from him

i'm searching his news everyday

i saw his picture on my phone

even his picture is everywhere.. 

my desk, my wall, my wallet, my wallpaper, my display picture, my laptop

and my phone is full of his picture and video

he can easily change my mood

i really want to protect him but i cant

he live in someplace far away from me

thats make me a lil bit sad

because its really good if we live at the same country

well what can i do then ?

just pray for him and ask God to protect him always.

hahaha. freak huh ?

this is too much i guess. but i dont know.

it happen.

*CHOI SIWON

hello^^ im back !

honestly i dont know what to say

i have nothing to say

well, for some reasons i pretend to be more quite than usual

world isnt interesting anymore.. for me..

but no, i dont have any serious problem.. i just feel bored..

dont worry..

i will find something new, but i still dont know what..

i just.. believe.. waiting.. and dreaming..

something new will come and change my world then :)

STORM

Stop talking
I hate myself for knowing everything
Before you even opened your mouth

I wanted to lie and run away but
Your two eyes are telling me goodbye

I finally set my heart to leave
And it came to me like a harsh storm
It might be a fate that will wash away like the rain
Because it was more painful than a fate shattered like glass
At the end of this walk, I let you know but you wouldn’t know

Stop crying
I hate myself for knowing everything
Before I get wet with your tears

I tried to lie and avoid it but
Your two eyes are telling me goodbye

I finally set my heart to leave
And it came to me like a harsh storm
It might be a fate that will wash away like the rain

Don’t try too hard to get far away
My body has already broken into pieces just like you wanted
I can’t go a step closer to you

I was sick with a love fever
The meaning of these tears trickling to my dried lips- you’ll never know

-super junior

Many surprised around me

I can't believe that everything is goin back to fine really fast

And im happy with my new life now

Its all because of You

Thanks Daddy :')

Your grace is more than enough for m

THAT WAS SUPER GREAT SHOW EVER !!!

i think you guys already know about what am i gonna share in this post. hahaha.. yes, of course about SUPER SHOW day 3 by SUPER JUNIOR last nite. can i just say, last nite was a SUPER GREAT SHOW ever ?? can i just say, SUPER JUNIOR IS TOTALLY AWESOME ?? what a great place, fireworks, lighting, video screen, and stage. but in this picture, the stage look a bit messy, many dolls and toys inside the stage.. thats ELF's.. hihihi

i guarantee, last nite ELF's was satisfied by super junior.. their show is just.. aahh what can i say ?? ... hmm COOL !!! the show start from 1.30pm until 5.30pm. but i already arrived at stadion since 6.30am. before, during, and after the show , i should stand for more than 8hours. but, i never feel tired.. i cant stop smiling just because that unforgettable memory. after standing for about 3hours, finally the show is beginning.. ELF's cant stop screaming while watching great opening with SUPERMAN

kyuhyun singing solo while playing piano, the melody sounds peace.. but suddenly there's a video in the middle of the song, then the song is stop.. the video is kyuhyun with different hair style.. looks older.. he said : "ya! cho kyu hyun !! im tired hearin' you singing ballad song, change your song and show your another tallent !!"

this is the picture when kyuhyun leave his piano and change the genre of his song.. hahahaha silly..
another great part is when they singing bonamana, they change a few of choreography.. and make it part really cool !! im speechless while watching that part, i cant even speak one word

many funny things that happen during the show.. when they singing without no choreography, they must be doing any silly things that make ELF's screaming, my favourite part is..  hmm many things.. kyuhyun waving while singing his part, 
sungmin did heart sign with eunhyuk while kyuhyun did heart sign with siwon, 
eunhyuk kneel down donghae touched him, 
sungmin pretend slap siwon, then siwon hug him
they singing our love, they hugging each other when the song is end
when the members bow and waving to ELF's, Donghae gives thumbs up to ELFs
kyuhyun staring at ELF's eyes one by one while smiling.. he did it.. he looks soooo humble..
ryeowook pushed yesung and kicked yesung's butt hahaha -___-'
shindong fell then dance with siwon while siwon bite a flower. omoooooooo !!!!!!!
they playing with wet things, siwon change his shirt on the stage infront of more than 10.000 ELFs.. what the____ ???  
Elf asked yesung to be water splashed then Hae hugs him. He pretend got headache. All will got water splashed
Siwon choose Hyukjae, Kyuhyun, and Donghae. Hyuk showed his abs
sungmin and wook bowed together during destiny's song
leeteuk crying and bows. eunhyuk hold his tears. eunhae hugging. siwon and sungmin hugging too
yesung sit on eunhyuk shoulder while singing dancing out
eunhyuk touched sungmin's chest and yesung touched leeteuk's chest
eunhyuk, shindong and kyuhyun pretend to shot leeteuk
siwon naked while singing sorry sorry. GEEZZ!!!
leeteuk give a flower to ELF who stand beside me, why not me oppa ?? why ????? -___-'
kyuhyun promise there will be another super junior concert in indonesia..
when eunhyuk said "im hungry now !! but i dont want to eat anything.. because im hungry of ELF's love.. so could you please screaming out loud at me.. then i will feel so full" then ELF's screaming for a few second.. soooo historic..
when leeteuk said with indonesian language "apakah cukup bahagia?" and  also another word is.. "apakah kalian lelah?" "aku mencintai kalian"  okay.. but another things that make me sad is when he said "someday when im getting old and marry a girl, will you still loving me ?" suddenly i feel so random.. i wont imagine about that, i dont want to think bout the future. i just want to see the boys infront of my eyes now!.. look at this picture..

they never stop act silly infront of ELF's.. look what they wearing.. a boy who wear a chucky costum is Yesung !! he walkin' around the stage with bloody knife in his hand.. the boy with black shirt and blue jeans is Kyuhyun, he walking around the stage with a many apple inside the basket in his hand while eating apple and singing.. actually he try to make his style look like Steve Jobs but honestly.. he failed -____-" bhahahaha... and most funny things is.. kyuhyun doing sexy dance with that costume.. ahhh.. hahahaha, he doesnt look sexy at all.. hahahhaa

and a silly one is .. look at the boy with white dress and guitar is in hand.. he look soo beautiful and so shy.. walking around while playing guitar.. showing his cutie smile.. and sometimes he wink his eyes to ELFs.. hahaha guess who ?? okay.. this picture maybe will help you to guess who is he.. 

already know huh ?? hahahaha its Eunhyuk !! he is sooo oh my God !!! he can smartly acting like a girl.. his gesture, his smile, everything is perfect !! perfect to act like a girl i mean -___-" hhahahaha.. and the last i wanna show you is.. and.. my favorite member SIWON.. he wearing superman costume.. gaaaahhhhh, he is hot !!! SUPER HOT !!

i cant control my self.. my body is automatically doing a lil' jump when he's closer to me.. and my mouth cant stop screaming his name very very out loud.. my lil heart said "aaahh so this is  my idol..?? are you really Choi Siwon ?? siwon.. the boy who always there in my dream and in my display picture on bbm.. finally i can see you in directly.. at least, i realized that im not dreaming now.. siwon is exist in reality.. and siwon is not a part of my imagination.. your face look really perfect.. and your smile is slowly killing me.. aaakk im gonna die.. im happy to see you.. this things is makes me love you EVEN MORE.. thank you for being my idol !!!"
 

IM REALLY SURPRISED :')

what a really really good news from my daddy :'D

Im flattered :___))) 

my daddy is too kind

guess what ??

I'LL GOING TO WATCH SUPER SHOW4 INDONESIA !!!

but why did he tell me just now ?? aahh i dont care about that anymore.. ^^~

im sorry if i act too much like this

i just dont know what to do

IM SO HAPPY !!!

all i want to say is..

"siwon, leeteuk, shindong, eunhyuk, donghae, ryowook, kyuhyun, sungmin, and yesung..      SEE YOU SOON!!!"

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