CAN I FOLLOW MY EGO AND STOP TO CARE ABOUT OTHER. IM TIRED OF PRETENDING IM OKAY AND DO CARE ABOUT OTHERS. IM NOT OKAY I NEED SUPPORT I CANT DO THIS ALONE. ONCE AGAIN IM SURELY NOT OKAY. EVEN ITS TOO HURT TO CRY. HURT INSIDE SO HURT T.T

Capek otak produksi ga kelar2 -_-
Ngantuk tp ga bisa tidur
Mami bday masi 2 jam lagi
Tapi besok bgn pagi dan ada latihan drama
Sigh~

And the wound is still there by the pain you taking care.

Didalam kenangan termanis diseumur hidupku, ada kamu.
Didalam rencana masa depan terindahku, ada kamu.

Terima kasih, Sammy Maramis.
08.10.2015 - 13.05.2017

Hari yang berat
Dari matahari terbit hingga tenggelam
Hari yang berat

If only you could see the tears in the world you left behind
If only you could heal my heart just one more time
Even when I close my eyes
There's an image of your face
And once again I come to REALIZE
You're a loss I can't replace.

Lemes amat darah keluar sebanyak ini seharian

Dear SM,

All things will be fixed
All things will be healed
All things will be fine
Step by step
I'll be here for you, always.

Love,
your sweetpie ^^

Syt period. Its stop bleeding already but the pain still torturing my stomach

Have you ever mention my name in your socmed?
Have you ever praise me infront of other?
Am i worth it?

Pacar itu harusnya bikin cewenya confident bukan malah jadi minder depan orang lain.

Then after this you still telling me im jealous with no reason???

Thankyou so much for keeping me this way

Disebut mulu tu nama
Iya tau cuma ngefans
But is it too hard to protect your girl's heart???

Never imagine early year would be as tough as this.

Thank you for amazing 9 years Tiberias Choir

Fight w/ boyfriend at night
Fight w/ mom in the morning
End up stop being choir

What else?
What a day!

Till i dont even know what my heart feels right now.