THEY'RE COMING !!!

That day will come...

a couple hours ago, super junior has arrived at Soetta, International Airport..

there's 600 bodyguard, 300 police, and 2700 ELF was waiting for them at the airport.

but now, they must be havin a lil' rest at their hotel

saving an energy for tomorrow

rehearsal at noon and a concert day 1 

when i hear about that , what i feel inside is..

whoooww, im so excited and also sad at the same time

im happy they're come to my country.. 

standing under the same sky with me

but sadly, i cant come to their concert

i already waste my money for my lil' trip last week

i regret about that

they coming.. yes they're coming..!!

my heart is screaming very very outloud

when is there an opportunity for me to see them in directly ?

when is the time that i didn't see them in television anymore ?

i really want to see them

i really want to meet my SUPER JUNIOR !!!!

well.. sujuu.., do your best for my lovely country 

because there is 5.103.432 ELF's in Indonesia is waiting for your best performance

thats gonna be ELF's sea inside their concert place.. how beautiful..

HWAITING SUPERJUNIOR♥

 siwon's tweet a day before he go to indonesia :)

 another tweet form siwon a few minute after he arrived at jakarta :)

GORGEOUZ ATMOZPHERE FROM CHOI SIWON

SINGER. ACTOR. MODEL. YOUNG. BLESSED. TALENTED. FRESH. FABULOUS. SEXY. SMART. HOT. ADORABLE. LOVABLE. HANDSOME. ELF BELOVED

 

♥ CHOI SI WON ♥

"Don't be afraid if you are christians, it is best blessing and fortune, we are all blessed :)"

~ Choi Siwon

"Rest in God !! No shame , No Fear !! :D"

~ Choi Siwon  

"God hates sin, but God loves the sinner. Everyone has a mistakes, No worries! He loves us always!"

~ Choi Siwon

HELLO STRANGER :))

basically, im happy to talk to stranger and make a friend with them who live outside my country. i like to know their cultural, the way they speak to others, their daily activity, and many things. dont know why i always think that they really understand me even more than my real best friend that i  met almost everyday.. until now, i have a 2 best friend from another country. we are so close even though we never met before. we keep in contact by mail or chatting. and there is no one of them who has the same age with me. one of them is younger than me, and another one is older.

Jenny from vietnam.. her vietnam's name is Je Mu Han.. i forget how we start to be friend.. about more than 2 years ago, she mention me from twitter, she said that she wants me to follow her back and want to be my friend.. firstly i dont really notice about that. but she ask my yahoo account and start to have a chat.. in a first month, the chat is growing fun, and we talk a lot. we share to each other, and she getting know me very well.. im comfort to make friend with her..

and until now, we're still keep in touch.. yesterday, she draw me, a simply nice picture.. and im sooooo glad..

she tag me this picture and leave a comment like this "i wrote it by pencil and...... honestly i have no eraser T_____T thats why i edited the picture to cover up some mistakes :))) sorry if its not nice, Dian"

then i told her that its okay, im so glad about this, and i promise her to make another JD version for her.. she replied me like this "ooh, really ?? i'll wait for it *hug and kisses* Love you , Dian" and mini heart says : she is sweet, huh ? hihihi.. actually jenny is the youngest one between another two.. and she's really cute.. she treat me like her sister.. she ever buy me a big puzzle.. but she dont know how to give it to me.. then i tell her to finish that puzzle for me.. and after a week, she told me "well done" hihihi..

this is the puzzle..

Park Yu Gie from south korea.. i always call him with "Yu Gie oppa".. he is a male.. 3 years older than me.. same with jenny, our friendship is starting from twitter.. we start being friend from 3 years ago.. when he finish graduate and searching for college.. now he already graduate from his college, and have a job.. he always sending me a picture.. he know that i really love his country, South Korea.. i love the country, i love the culture, i love the weather of his country, i love almost all boy band from korea, i love the food and many other things that i love about korea..

 its a tweet from 2 years ago.. he always tell me about the weather in korea .. hiii >-<

that day, he tell me about his new campus.. he send me this picture and said "there is startbucks locate inside the academy, but i have no time visit starbucks T_____T very busy"

this picture he send me after he finish the class, he said "todays class is cost and management accounting.. now im on my way home, so tired T___T"

 "im at accounting academy.. i have three books, like this..hehe T^T when study first class i think that must study hard for success"

he look like very stress since entering the academy.. but i know he can do it, yess he is so smart and a hardworker type of person.. he cant give up easily.. sometimes he can be my motivation when im lazy to study.. a years ago he ever mad at me just because im tweeting while studying, he told me that we should take a serious time when in the class and concentrate while listen the lecturer.. whoooww.. so awkward.. hahaha.. anyway, this morning he already send me a picture..and im so happy.. ^o^

this morning he send me 2 pictures and this is the first pic, he is on his way to office and this is one of train station in Seoul.. yes, he go to office by train :) hwaiting oppaa !!

"here is my desk in office.. ^^ Chaos in Desk -o-;;;;"

and this is the view from his office window.. he take this picture from 19th floor.. what a high place ^^ he said "korea in the morning, there is no traffic. i like it ^^V"

in the end of our conversion with this word 파이팅 it means " hwaiting " or fighting.. hehehe he's sweet.. 

IS THERE A SIX SENSE ?

i just read about an article about six sense. actually there is no a special thing that make me want to read about six sence's article. it just come in my mind randomly. i just want to know, is there a six sense.. and finally i found a lot of fact about six sense from a few article that i read. how interesting..

and this is the answer..

  
Everyone has it.
Everyone is aware of their five basic senses, seeing, feeling, smelling, hearing and tasting. What everyone is not so well aware of is their sixth sense, that sense of otherworldliness, a connection to something more and greater than their physical senses are able to perceive.This is the entrance to the world of the unseen encounter, the unheard communication, the unfelt touch of someone from the spiritual world trying to make a connection with someone in the physical body.
Nothing to fear.
The sixth sense is a part of everyone whether or not they like it. It is a normal part of the human psyche and not abnormal or reserved for special or gifted persons. 
It is scientific.
Every human being is equipped from birth with what they need to communicate with the spirit world from where they came, and to where they will eventually go when they give up their physical body. 
Mental tuning.
Although, tuning by mental focus is inconsistent and capricious, while electronic tuning is reliable, consistent and tangible, it is no less scientific. The difference being that psychic and medium communication is in its infancy as far as future development goes.
You’ve already had contact.
One doesn’t have to be a practiced medium or an ordained saint to make contact with the souls from the spirit world. At one time or another, everyone that is alive today has seen them, heard from them, been touched by them, smelled them, either while in the waking state or through a dream.

when i read about that article, what i get is.. 

a six things about six sense: 

1. Telepathy, you can read others mind.. 

2. Clairvoyanch, you can see something happen in another place.. 

3. Precognition, you know easily about what will happen in the future.. 

4. Retrocognition, you can easily know about everything happen in the past.. 

5. Mediumship, you can use a spirit as a mediumship.. 

6. Physicometri, you can easily understand what really happen, only from one thing.. 

actually, everyone has a six sense but not everyone realized it.. for everyone who doesnt realized the six sense that they have is.. a person who still can control they ego, they also still cant leave about the world reality.. and the only way to open your mind into a six sense is.. leave all your world behind you, focus, get closer and keep your mind into God .. thats it! 

i scream for HUDGENS !!!

dont you know that there is a girl outside there who really inspired me ??? :)

maybe some of you guys already know about her

she is soooo beautiful...

she is a half california and a half china and thailand

cant you imagine how beautiful she is with a half blood of america and asia

and yes, she is very adorable...

really wanna now who is she ?? lets check out of her picture !! ^^,

yeaaahh.. she is what i mean..

she is...  VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS

she was born in California 14 December 1988.. i become a big fan of her since i watch High School Musical at 2005.. i dont know her at all before i watch it.. i fall in love at the first sight with her when the first time i saw her in HSM 1.. and then i googling every information and news about her.. i just knowing a lot of  her career.. before she performed her breakthrough as Gabriella Montez in High School Musical, Hudgens has already appeared in television shows such as Quintuplets Still Standing The Brothers Garcia Drake & Josh and The Suite Life of Zack & Cody in her High School Musical has now propelled nominations and awards with the success of the film the BBC noted that Hudgens will be att become a "household name" in the U.S.

Hudgens ever said when she was in interview from one of a big station TV in America, she said "pretty is nice, but still.its just pretty" thats my favorite word from Hudgens ^^>

dont know why, she just look so smart and alo pretty when she said that.. i really get what she mean.. i know, a pretty girl should not only have a good look and beautiful face to be pretty, they also should have a good brain and logically beautiful.

and also she ever said "It's just silly because I'm a very present person, and that's so in the past" thats all she said when some ask her to speak up about the nude picture rumor.. she is not angry, she can easily control her emotional.. she look good.. very calm..

she was in a relationship with zac efron for more than 5 years and i feel really really sad when they broke up.. ever think in my mind, how come ?? is that happen in all 5 years only a drama ?? there is no love between Hudgens and Efron ?? why ?? how could this happen ?? they always look like a happy couple :( i regret this.. really.. look at their picture.. they look like The Most Happy Couple Ever

agree with me ?? yes, you should.. :P

what a perfect couple.. i can see their chemistry.. "Long-distance relationships are hard no matter what... We grew up together. It was nice to have someone to share all those experiences with... The relationship kept me grounded and because I was with someone who knew me so well, I didn’t need to try to be someone that I’m not.”

thats all she said when someone ask about long distance relationship between zac and vanessa during Sucker Punch shooting process.. sweet rite ? :"(

can you imagine how sad am i when there's a rumor that zanessa is broke up.. firstly i thought its just a rumor because isnt a first time media make news about that.. so i stay calm.. but when i know that everything is not a hoax, but its real.. woooowwww.. many things inside my head.. and of course i really sad.. vanessa hudgens dont want to speak up about her relationship with zac efron to media for 3 weeks.. and after that finally she speak up in Ellen show and said that "yes, im single" yeaaahhh a bit shock because i never saw Vanessa said like that before.. and she also said "We're good. After being in a relationship with someone that long, we stay friends," but when i saw she said that, my mini heart said that "no, she's not good. she's liar. its just a part of her act" and the most shocked news after a rumor about her broke up relationship is, less than a year, she already has a new boyfriend. He is Austin butler.. i dont really like him because his face is weird and the way he style is also weird.. after they being in a realitionship, many kissing photo is release by paparazi.. thats a minus point for me.. well, im tired to talk about vanessa's love story.. i dont want to mocking her new boyfriend anymore. i just feels like, everyone has they own opinion rite ? so am i..

lets talk about Hudgens style.. i really really love her style.. thats one of reason why i love her.. her style is so unique.. she never follow a trend style at the time.. she has her own style.. sometimes she can be casual, edgy, glamor, vintage, gilrly, sexy, old school, and other style.. depend on her mood. i guess.. for last picture in this post, i will share about a few photo of Hudgens Daily Style.. and its all candid..

but.. when talking about beauty, make-up, vanity and all that jazz, Vanessa said:

"I can have an ugly WEEK. I go through days upon days where I just will not want to put on make-up or do my hair, and just be in sweats."

Suckerpunch and Beastly beauty Vanessa Hudgens has confessed that, despite the fact that she's obviously an absolute stunner, she gets days and weeks when she feels ugly too.  

So it's not just us!!

new flyer is done \(^0^)/

finally finally finally....!!!

after 3 times i failed at doing my flyer just because my brain is stuck for about 2 days and beside that i should finish the flyer because the event will held in next a week.. whooooo i feel sooooo much better now.. well, thats a hard time for me, when i really dont have any idea then i should finish the flyer.. feels like i wanna cry.. but now i can pass it and the flyer is ready to promote.. woohoooooo.. do you wanna see my flyer ?? easy !! look at the picture after this ^^ 

what do you think, huh?? not really bad i guess,, nyeheheee :P
well, actually this flyer is about fashion. and in the event, they ask the invitation to swag their own style.  they want us to be fashionable. soooo, i should think and think again how to make a flyer about fashion.. firstly i think its easy, but im wrong. its difficult. really really difficult. they disagree with my another flyer before. and after three times i failed, finally they like my last flyer.. i never stuck in this position before.. 
well, now its time for me to take a rest.. my brain need to stop thinking and i already buy 2 new korean series dvd, one is Skip Beat, the cast is Choi Siwon and Lee Donghae from Super Junior.. yeeeaaaaayy my favorite one ***\\\(^0^)/* hahaha.. and another one is.. is.. aaaahhh i stupidly forget what's the title of that movie, but i remember the cast, He is Choi Minho.. he also one of handsome korean guy.. hahaha. cant wait to watch it.. i hope i will have a nice rest.. bye^^

PR 11 - 7C

heiii.. helloooo.. halohaaaa..
yeaapp as always. i have nothing to do then i open the album photo from my facebook.. wooow i found about a thousand of old picture.. i just realized that many sweet memories i spend with my besties especially my girls on the class.. hahaha, let me tell you that there's no boy in my class.. they are aaaaaall girl.. can you imagine how crowded my class --" hahahaha but they are funny and cutie.. the class time never be boring with them.. can you imagine what are they doing on class ?? they rolling their hair, another one is coloring her nail, another one is havin a chit chat with her boyfriend, another one is watching video on her laptop, another one is havin a gossip with her chair mate and another weird things.. thats all they do during the class.. when there is a boy from another class doing en roll on my class, they turning bitchy and hahahaha they act cute in front of that boy.. they are so funny.. i really miss my class.. hey, dont be sad.. i will share a few photo of my class x))

break time, we watch some video together.. hahaha i cant tell you what video because its not a good video actually.. but no, thats not a porn video okay, dont you ever think about that yaa.. nyahahaha..

the class is done.. yeaaay~ its time to go home.. the lecturer already leave the class, and then we take a picture.. what a messy class and many crazy people inside it.. hihii

that day is my proposal defense.. i arrived at campus an hour erlier.. look what am i wearing.. haha i look older with that shirt.. my heart was beating really really fast.. and yes, im so nervous.. my hands really cold and feels like suddenly freezing.. but i still smile ;)

we are on the back stage RCTI's studio.. yeapp, we join a quiz, but only five of us.. not all of us.. even though we are lost, we're still happy.. look at our smile, happy rite ?? girl with grey shirt is nela, another three is dian, mala, and saskia ^^

we are stand right infront of class.. and our presentation is done.. my mini heard said "aaahh finally.!" hahaha yepp, the presentation is never fail to make us feel very very nervous.. and there is no one of us who love presentation. haha

this is "intercultural communication" class.. and we are doing final project. the lecturer want us to chose one country and we should presentation about the cultural of country that we chose. thats why we dressed like unusual..  and of course my team chose South Korea. haha thats our favorite country ^^

even in a boring time we still can smile :'D hahaha we're stuck inside my car because a lil traffic already disturbing our way to go to the beach. we are ready to face the sun. look, we wearing our own glasses.. hahahaha

yeaaay we are arrived.. finally.. after 2 hours stuck on traffic jam.. now we can enjoy the sun, the beach , and the beautiful sky :DD

 yes.. we are sushi lovers. yumm yumm.. we celebrate me and dian birthday.. weirdly i have a friend who has a same name and we also have a same date of birth.. dian is the girl who wearing a black and white stripped shirt on the picture.. and we happily eating sushi at one of japanesse resto in kuningan..and they gave and dian surprise and birthday gift.. that was one of a great moment in my life.. im happy to have friends like them.. thank you mayang, saski, icha, mala, tuti, melissa, nella, and also my twinnie dian.. love you muchhh

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well, thats a lil story about my class..  PR 11-7c..

i will never forget about everything happen in my class

and   the memories is always stay in my heart

i love you my class

hihihi x)

an ordinary trip for extra ordinary feeling

"its 5am and im still waiting for the boarding. because the airplane is delay almost an hour.. bored enough because honestly i hate waiting.. and of course, yawning like every second because im just too sleepy hahahaha~ "

" yeaaay~ finally i arrived in ngurah rai international airport in Bali.. well, a bit narcissism but still.. make a pose first :DD "

"look at the picture in right one, im wearing pink dress and sun glasses with a cute smile~ muahaha

actually the weather is too hot. yepp hot until my head feel so heavy. dizzy !! whuuooohhh~ really bad weather. suddenly i miss rain.." 

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"look at the cloud.. look so weird.. is that look like burger ? ahaha too much imagination :P thats the third sunset that i saw when i was in Bali.. i love that place but the weather aaahh i dont really like it, it make my skin is burn.. i always go outside after 3pm.. im waiting for the weather until not really hot.. i always sleep and wake up late... ahaha~"

"like other said, we never look good when we playing around in the beach.. so do i.. look at my self.. ugly huh ?? ahaha its okay, most important thing is my heart.. about what i feel when i do something.. and when take this picture, what is happy and free.. wooooww what great feeling ever.. i really love this.. :DD"

"i found an ordinary restaurant with extra ordinary taste of their food. mostly for a chili lover.. named is Warung Ibu Andhika.. we dont need to pay a lot for an extra ordinary taste of food.. i guarantee the taste soo good and the price is so cheap. how lucky i found that place hihihi"

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second day was so random

Everything happen without no plans before

And finally i have someone to talk

i have a new friend, 2 girls from vietnam and  another one is from here, bali

I stupidly forgot to ask the name from 2 girls from vietnam

So until now just call them with "hey"

Hahaha so awkward --"

They sleep over in the same hotel with me

I met them in the pool, firstly thought they're from thailand

But i think im wrong. hahaha. 
the way they speak to each other sounds like thailands language.

Another one named ugi, he is work in kuta beach as surfer

He is unique and talk a lot.

Well, at least m not alone here. haha

Many things to think for today

It make me feel random
when i arrived at hotel,

Suddenly i feel sad and then i cry for nothing

Actually there is a thing that make me feel like that
but i dontt have a mood to share in here

Hehehe sorry..

And another happy time is when talk a lot on the phone with jojo

we talk a lot in the middle of the night
She can naturally make me happy without doing nothing

Just suddenly talk about many random things 
and then feel way better than before hahaha

Well, its time to sleep. good nite universe :*

i dont know what really happen with me

i just being so clumsy

forgot all the important things

cant barely think

have no idea about what to do

being stupid in every situation

is that really me ?

but why am i so different now ?

i feel like im lost from my world

still cant found any comfort place

act like an idiot all day long

why ????

Daddy save me.. i want my world back !!!

DONT KNOW WHY,

BUT THIS IS THE TRUTH

YES, I STILL REMEMBER..

 THE SMELL OF YOUR PERFUME. 

tomorrow

i cant wait for tomorrow

there is sweet escape for tomorrow

i close my eyes to all my problem for a while

only a sea, sand and sky infront of me

what a peace place

heaven in earth :)

i will go for 2 weeks

aaah i think its a much time to heal everything

and most interested thing is, i go for a trip alone :)

my friends cancel their trip because they have a problem with their tickets

i think i really need a lot of "me time"

and now its a perfect time. i guess.

aaahhhhh.. i can do all i wanna do..

if you can see, now on my face, there is a very big smile :D

i think im so pretty with this smile hihihi
my face look so fresh and exciting

thanks Jesus for this opportunity :) 

last august, i've made a big mistake. i make a big problem. i make my parents cry. last november. i have problem with one of subject on campus so i couldn't finish my study yet. beside that, i have a many problem that no one knows. i chose to keep it my self and it hurt me so bad. i cry a lot in a hide place and even until now, that problem isn't finish yet. and now there come a new problem. im crying a lot in last one year. im so tired with this. ever think on my brain to finish my life. but suddenly i remember that i still have Jesus. but sometime all these problems just make me want to give up. i dont have anyone. i only have Jesus. but really, i need one person can give me a spirit when im down. i mean a real person. i dont care who they are. a girl or a boy. an old one or a young one. i need friend. even one. i really need it. but until now,still.. there is nobody who can comfort me. i hurt a lot. Daddy, this time i cant facing reality. i really cant. should i give up ? should i ?? show me Your way.. i have no idea for now.. i dont have someone to share.. i dont even have nothing to do. im lost. away.. away from this reality.. did You create me for being a hurted human who never found a happiness.. so. take me with You then..

MAKE UP..

well this time i will talk obout one of my hobby.. 

hobby gue sebenernya itu gambar.. dimana aja gue suka gambar.. apalagi diwajah orang. kalo diwajah sediri gue kurang pede, hahaha, biasanya orang lain duluan gue jadiin korban corat coret gue, kalo berhasil baru deh gue coba dimuka gue sendiri. hahaha curang yaa. dan korban gue itu keseringan yaa temen temen gue khususnya cewe.. muka mereka gue gambar suka suka gue tergantung mood gue lagi gimanaa.. hahaha.. ini beberapa hasilnyaa..

FLAYER DESIGN.. 

my another hobby is making a flyer for any event. yepp this one is being my job because i make flayer for almost every event presented by Syndicate Production.. hahaha.. asal mereka bikin event, kadang kadang gue disuru bikin flyernya sesuai sama tema event merekaa.. duduk depan komputer sambil cari cari ide sekreatif mungkin supaya flyernya keliatan bagus itu hal yang sangat menyenangkan lohh.. gue suka menggabungkan banyak warna dan gambar.. well, this is it..

ini cuma beberapa sih, yakali gue ngepost semuanya. hahaha. semua flyer yang gue bikin itu sesuai dengan tema dari eventnya, yaa walaupun ide ide gue masi sangat terbatas tapi gue ngga akan nyerah buat terus muter otak dan menggali ide supaya bisa lebih kreatif lagii.. i love doing my interesting job.. reallyy  !!!

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unimportant post... woohooowww :P

helloooowwwwww !!!!!!

today is almost over

and i do a lot of interesting activityall day long

with one of my old best friend CITRA when i was in high school

we eat a lot today.. muahaha lets get fattttt ><"

she gave me a pork noodle and we eat a lot

we're so fuuuuulllll~ the pork noodle taste sooooo yummeehhh

and then we take a few picture, only citra i guess, not me

i do a make up on her face then i take a picture of her

do you wanna see ?

i'll post it in my last words..
then we talk a lot, i share all about my life lately

and she told me that she will get married in this year

well.. may things we share..

i also show her a super junior concert.. even though i know she will never like it hahahaha

but i STILL show her :P

honestly, i feel a lil'bad of her -_-

why ?? because she cancel our trip to bali T_T

and dienar will replace her

aaakk.. we already make a lot of schedule for our trip before.. but its all USELESS now T___T

huuu citra sampaaaahhhh !!!

well its okay.. i will tell her about my interesting trip in bali and make her jealous with mee... 

huh, we'll see citra !!!

and then.. we plan to go to bangkok next year.. hope she will not cancel our trip again 

just because her study or maybe her pregnancy ( maybe ) muahahahaha :P

okayy.. this is her photo.. look at her ugly and annoying face here. ;'(

look at my make up on her face :P make she look pretty rite ? nyahahaha